I’m on a strict diet now. Just water and a bunch of stuff that I dont like to eat but should eat. like vegetables and fruit and yogurt thats non fat. Oh an special K cereal. And I can’t eat before 9 and if I do its food that isnt fatty or has alot of calories. I even have my daily log on my internet that tells me how much i can eat so far and I’m following that. i want to be cute for my vacation an for my life. I’m tired of looking at other girls skinnier then me or supermodels an going wow their skinny and oh yeah i’m not. Nelsons birthday is next week. I have a few plans and some stuff I already did thats hiding. I’m a great secret keeper and I havent said a word. And its like hes saying more things that I just want to hide more of now that i have more ideas for because when he talks he doesnt realize i’m making more suprises. hahahhaha. I got my tattoo on april 14th its 2 koi fish swimming an like smoke behind it more like wavy design but it looks cute an four stars cuz i love stars it represents astrology my love for it oh an im a pisces in the zodiac i loved it ever since i was 13 so it cant really change much or me saying i dont like it cuz i do. I’m a pisces. Its on my upper back on my right side. here it is if you want to see a picture of it just click that link. Yeah its cute. But it feels like its hard work trying to take care of it lol. like your having a child. hahahhaa. so i dont really want another one.
Vacation is next month i cant wait for that too an shedding some pounds. So yeah. We just watched the movie ‘splinterheads’ it was good. I like the old grandpa albert on it and I never heard of ‘geocashing’ before and I think Nelson should go an google it. Unless its some made up shit that they just made up in the movie then its a good idea for real life. hahahha. Nelson an I should find a place to hide our treasure too. If you dont know what I’m talking about go watch the movie then.
I’m thinking of dying my hair but like doing chunky highlights in blonde but I dont know yet. haha im scared it will look terrible.
I watched almost all the movies made by the same creators of totoro this week and I’m watching a tv show called “Cashmere Mafia” thats good too its like desprate housewives with drama.
Oh and i’m doing my strict diet with my friend maridely, shes a friend i met when she used to work with me at walmart.

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I haven’t updated for myself in a long ass time.
It’s been a while. I have been busy so I decided to take a break from March 5th to like the 30th. But I havent really spoken that much because I decided to be busy. I’m sorry. I was trying to have a life thats why. Alot has happened. Yesterday I went with Nelson to renew my passport in New York. It was a crazy time with that. We went on the wrong train to go back home because the train people told us the wrong place so its their fault. But we made it by almost midnight and back to our car. It was really weird to like see people in new york of my consulit of montenegro who actually speak my language and I can talk to and see ‘my people’ cuz in Massachusetts its filled with only portuguese people and spanish people so my kind is not even around. You will see like rarely and I mean rarely the polish people but never really. And their language is a little like mine like we share some words but I’m totally different from them. The days are going by fast. 15 weeks left till I can actually go and see my family. I cant wait, I think its going to be an interesting time.. I hope there is no drama or fighting involved.. well yea theres going to be so many different people there with different personalities, some new some old.. I’m more nervous then anything. And I dont know how Im going to put off 20 pounds by the time I see my mom. Its a personal problem really.
I started to eat vitamins! The flinstones kind and I dont really like them but whatever their alright. I wanna try the sour gummie flinstones that everyone says they were addicted and the idiots who post on yahoo answers how they overdosed on 20 sour gummies and people were like OMG YOUR GONNA DIE YOU CANT OVERDOSE ON IRON! I dont know how you can overdose on vitamins.. its people like that who are not afraid of taking pills and shit and I am.
I’ve been playing the old emulator games like right now I’m playing Final Fantasy 2 but its just really aggravating because they waste their time putting hard things in the game and leaving you with nothing to heal yourself and then you have to use your brain to actually think what you are supposed to be doing. I just found out there is this underwear that burns off weight and all you have to do is move in it, its a really soft fiber but its against the skin called ‘nanofront’ its made in japan. But of course when you search it, Its not sold here. So only for them. Why do japanese people need that anyway? Their not fat! Their all skinny people who love sushi.

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I’m sorry I havent been updating this as much. I’m sorry about that but I was trying to do other stuff and I have a busy schedule ahead of me. I’m going with Nelson and Becky and my sister and mom an step dad and my sister’s boyfriend to Mexico on May 29th to June 7th. I can’t wait actually. I really want to meet my sisters boyfriend, whoever he is lol. But I think its gonna be fun – to mexico again. I went last year to cancun we are going again to the same resort. My birthday is tomorrow, march 3rd -lol. Wish me a happy birthday? haha. Yea right thats if your on my facebook page. :] I’m going to be 25. Shit I’m an old fart. I feel like one. 5 more years and I’ll be 30. I dont like to think about it actually. Time flies so fast and then your going to die. I finally decided the tattoo I want. Its a rose on my upper back because my real name is Ruzica and it means Rose in english.. and people call me by my nickname rose. Its gonna be black an white and shaded pretty. I have the perfect rose picture that I want too. Thats gonna be a suprise for when I do get it I’ll post it up on here.
Everyone I know has a tattoo here but me. I feel like a loser.lol
I have been still reading that comic, questionable content. I still have to go to new york to get my passport renewed from my country of montenegro, I am a citizen there still. lol. The guy on the phone knew my language an spoke to me I was so excited like I understood him so I replied back. I gotta call tomorrow though so they can confirm who I am and stuff and so I can set up a date for that too. On my birthday I’m inviting my friend Amanda were gonna go to a yugoslavian restaurant called Sabur in Boston. Oh and she’s coming with me to get my passport renewed cuz she really wants to see New york lol.
I’m also tired. And my stomach hurts. We haven’t been sleeping lately only till 8am? Its getting worse lol. I guess I’m gonna find a movie to watch for now and go to bed. But I was just updating so you know that I didn’t die or something and you know where my whereabouts are.

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So I worked on Valentines day, I didnt like it but the good part was it was time an a half. But I still didn’t like it because it was valentines day. I dont really like valentines day cuz little kids get gifts and I believe its only supposed to be a lovers holiday. I worked 2:30pm to 9:30pm and then as I was getting out of the store and into the car, Nelson stopped his car in the parking lot an said hold on let me get something from the back so I was waiting an he tricked me he handed me a pink single rose, a stuffed animal and some chocolates and said happy valentines day, I love you. It was sweet.
Valentines day turned out really shitty because Nelson’s sister had a bad day. I felt bad for her, and we tried to help her out. But it worked out in the end. I know it hurts being betrayed on this holiday but still its so messed up what some people do.
This week we are home alone, Nelsons mom and dad are in vegas till this thursday. I really want to buy the game Mario party for my wii, and I need a second controller and I want the pink one. lol. But its so expensive for the game and the controller cuz i already have one controller I just need a second one. I was just looking at amazon the best website in the world to buy stuff. A wii controller on there is $22 bucks used ones. and the game is $30 used. I can pay 50 bucks instead of spending 100 for a controller and a game. I love the deal. Thats why I always shop on there.
I’m waiting right now for my game to come its coming tomorrow, Zelda, Spirit tracks I can’t wait! I”m a huge Zelda fan, I just beat Twilight Princess last week. That game was so easy, they made the dungeons so long but the bosses it takes one hit to kill them lol. I still can’t wait for the new Zelda 2010. And I cant wait for that Secret World Game to come out too. I have been so tired in the last couple of weeks, Its probably cuz I stay up all night but I’m not used to sleeping early anymore and now its catching up to me. This week is gonna suck they have me closing every night except Fridays. Cuz they decided to give me alot of hours. Ah well.
I haven’t spoken to my family in a while lol, like Jovana an them. She thought I was mad at her last week cuz I guess I left my facebook on and I totally forgot that I left it on an she was messaging me an didn’t know I was there.

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Questions already asked that people asked me

1.What shows on TV do you like most? Farscape!!, Dr. G; Medical Examiner, Haunted Shows like Ghost Hunters

2. What do you think is the most attractive ethnicity? I’m not very picky. But Yugoslavian Girls are beautiful and arabic girls some of them. For Men I could care less.

3. Where do you want to go on your next vacation? I’m gonna go with my family this summer. Not sure yet.

4. What is your opinion on war? I’m not into war, I hate war.

5. Have you ever had a threesome? What a freaking weird question to ask me. No and I dont like sharing. Thats weird.

6. If you were a candy bar, which one would you be, and why? KIT KAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Because their soo yummy and crispy, my favorite.

7. Who do you think about when you’re falling asleep? Millions of things cross my mind everyday.

8. Do you drink? Sometimes, rarely though.

9. Do you say pop,soda, or coke? Well I’m from Chicago so I say Pop.

10. Who is your #1 best friend? That would have to be Nelson and my sister.

11. You have been sentenced to death and are due to be executed tomorrow. If you could spend your last hour with any person, living or dead, who would it be? My sister

12. If you could invite any five people to your birthday party, who would they be? My sister, Nelson, Becky, My dad, My mom

13. What 5 words best describe you? Bubbly, Funny, Moody, Competitive, Sad

14. Are you an artistic person? That depends. I’m good with pictures, taking my own or of others and re-fixing them on a program to make them look really nice.. I think I am artistic in being a photographer my dad is one it runs in the family. There are different kinds of artists.

15. What is the biggest addiction you have? Astrology. :3

16. Whats your favorite color? Light Pink.

17. What do you do when your bored? I go online as everyone else or I watch online movies.

18. What was your favorite subject in high school? English.

19. What color is your underwear? None of your business. :3

20. What was the last movie you watched? Lake Mogul

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.You can play music on your phone by pressing the buttons on the top (1,2,3)…and along the side (6,9,#). But don’t play the 4,5,7,8,*, or 0. They sound even worse than the others.